it hurts.

It still hurts. It's probably always going to hurt. IMG_5483Which leads me to's just not fair.

We all have our problems.

Our grief and messes.

Some is new grief, some is loss we have carried with us for a long time.

Some days it's heavy. And some days it feels ok.

I was told this is what it might feel like.

"You'll have your days," they said.

"The strangest things will trigger your sadness," they said.

And they were right.

I have my days, and the strangest things trigger me. But I have to believe there's a purpose behind all of this. A reason for this process of grief.

Here's to finding out what that is.